So I’ve been trying all day to be creative and MAKE something I like, something about which I am proud to say “I made this!”
But it’s not been happening. I’ve doodled a bit, painted a bit, fiddled around with markers and paints and ended up really just making a mess. Which is fine. I’m ok with that. A day spent trying new things and “playing” is always a good thing. It would be nice to produce something you’re happy with though.
I’m a bit obsessed with the blog Elvie Studio. Lori Vliegen’s art work is amazing. I am inspired to create and make pretty things – water colour pages with quotes and cute designs. But I am a long way off doing anything as good as hers. I have been practicing my water colour technique but I am still a bit rubbish at it. My Mum tried showing me the other day (because there is nothing artistic that she can’t do) but I am still a bit cack-handed and not quite getting things right. But I will. I am determined. I just have to practice and keep at it. I have to learn not to expect to be perfect at things straight off the bat. And I need to stop swearing so much when I fail.
I have decided to make my Art Journal more of record of my attempts and failures. I have been hesitating putting anything in it because I don’t want to spoil the pages, but I guess even messes and mistakes have their place in a journey.
So here’s a few of my attempts from today. I was mostly just messing about, as I said. Just putting pen or brush to paper – even if it didn’t work out, at least I was doing something. I won’t feel like I have wasted time if I have at least worked out what not to do. That’s what I’m telling myself anyway.
I like this little tag. It is simple and sweet and it worked.
This could have been ok but I got a little heavy-handed with the paint and lost the plot.
But it’s alright and will do as a tag for a gift or card.
I don’t even know what I was doing with these leaves. I just wanted to use up some green paint on my palette. Again, might use it on the front of a card or make it into a tag or something.
By this stage I had just gone a bit mental, trying some abstract work and thought “I know, I will fix it by adding gold dots!”
The artistic process has no rhyme or reason (apparently).
So, a funny, wobbly-throwing, not getting things right kind of day. But that’s ok. I will keep trying. I am still getting used to the idea of doing things for me. Just because I want to make something. Not for selling or because someone asked me to make something for them. For me.
Hope you have had a successful, enjoyable day, doing whatever you love doing.
And if that’s just making a mess, then so be it 🙂