Hello everyone! I have been a little bit absent lately due to *cough, cough* a lurgy that left me feeling feeble and pathetic. I also hurt my back with all the coughing and so am walking around like a pale, decrepit, phlegmy old thing. I had time off work – my boss made me – and moped about the house, sleeping and complaining about life. My Mum has also been unwell (and also has some worrying back problems) and so I’ve been worrying about her as well. Lots happening – family dramas, work issues, health concerns – and all of it inevitably provokes the anxiety monster that resides in me. I want to poke it with a stick and make it go away but it laughs in my face and makes its presence known with various aches, pains and physical ailments. I even got pimples! I don’t get pimples!!! I am forty three years old, for crying out loud – I didn’t even have pimples when I was a teenager.
Anyway, what I am trying to say is that I haven’t had much time (or energy) to do any crafting. I’ve attempted a few things but mostly just moved stuff around, squinted a lot and sighed heavily at my lack of artistic ability. My craft room looks worse than normal – I have had to make a little path from the doorway to the desk so I don’t trip and break my neck, falling over the various boxes of papers and supplies. I could tidy up, yes, but that would take up precious squinting and sighing time.
In the midst of all this creative slumpery, I did manage to complete one little collage-canvas and it is OK. I will settle for ok at the moment. I don’t want to throw it out the window or set it on fire, so that’s a good sign. The little lady on it did give me some stress – I stupidly painted her with gouache paint, not realising you couldn’t put gel medium over that (without it smearing and making an unholy mess) – but I repainted her with the usual acrylics and, in the end, I quite like her and her simplicity. I tried not to muck about too much. I am still not very good at faces, but am trying to just DO them and not get bent out of shape if they are not perfect. Her lips are well wonky. Don’t look at them.
So, in essence, I tried to zen out and be “quiet and content” with this piece. The background actually looks like a single piece of text paper, but I actually collaged lots of torn pieces from different pages and then distressed / painted over it. That was the easy bit that required no swearing or nervous breakdowns (gouache – I am talking to you!).
Hope you are all well right now and having a happy week. Where is the year going?
Thank you for dropping by 🙂