A funny little card today. I was playing around with some animal biology pictures and really liked the shape of the hippo. Who doesn’t love a hippo!? Sure, they’re chubby and grumpy and have kinda bad teeth but, all things considered, they’re pretty neat critters. Top them off with a free-loading bird and you’ve got a quirky design and a card that you can pretty much guarantee no one else will have!
Made a big decision to go back on my anti-depressants this week. Really didn’t want to, but I have to be sensible and take my own advice about looking after yourself. I always tell everyone else to stay on their meds if they need them to function, and I was being hypocritical thinking I could manage without them. Crying every day, sleeping all the time, feeling crummy and anxious and sad and generally getting very low is NOT managing. Plus I have been worrying my Mum and I hate doing that – she deserves to have a worry-free life. So I went to my GP and got a new prescription and will be a good girl and stay on them now. Possibly for good – we’ll see how I go. There’s so much stress in my life at the moment, now is not the time to be a martyr to my brain’s chemistry. There’s no prize for being miserable when you don’t need to be.
So, onwards and upwards. Or, at least, less downward spiralling.
Hope you are feeling ok today – look after yourselves x