Still wishing…

Still wishing…

I wish I wasn’t scared of people.

I wish I could make decisions without second-guessing myself.

I wish I knew what I wanted to be when I grow up.

I wish I knew if there really is a heaven.  But I only want to know that there is a heaven.  Otherwise I’d wish for ignorance.

I wish I had lighter heart.

I wish I was a better person.

I wish life came with a manual.

I wish I could stand up for myself.

I wish I could start over.

I wish I could learn to be ok with saying no without having to apologise.

I wish I could just be happy with the way things are.

I wish I knew how to be a good wife.

I wish…for the wishing to stop and the doing to begin.

I wish I knew how to do that.