It’s been a very long week. Do you ever feel like time is speeding up but somehow there’s more stuff to deal with and fit in to every 24-hour period? I have been trying desperately to get a grip on my worrying and anxiety and, in particular, my dermotillomania which is just driving me nutty. Or, more likely, I am already nutty and that’s my I can’t stop destroying my fingers with the constant picking and chewing. It’s gross. And I hate it. And I wish I could stop, but I can’t at the moment. So, bandaids are my best friend – they cover things up and keep me from being able to do further damage (although, to be honest, I just move on to another finger).
The best thing is to keep busy. And the best way to keep busy (for me) is to do something creative. It’s hard to chew your fingers while they’re wrapped around a paintbrush or holding a pair of scissors. I do try not to sit around doing nothing – watching TV is THE WORST. Halfway through an episode of Masterchef and I’ve decimated several fingers on one hand and am thinking of moving on to the other.
Anyway, being creative is a good way to put those fingers to better use. I haven’t had a lot of free time this month so my craft room has been very neglected (the painting below was done weeks ago…) But I am determined this weekend will have a few hours set aside for me to shut myself away from the world and all the worries it contains and do some painting, collaging, drawing and making.
That’s my wish anyway – things don’t always go to plan 🙂
Thank you for reading. Hope your weekend is wonderful and that a few special wishes come true for you x