I am still terribly sad about my little Roderick but I have been reading a book called “The Loss of a Pet” by Wallace Sife and it has helped a lot. I think just knowing that the things I’m feeling are normal and that other people have experienced the same kind of grief made it easier for me to process my emotions and not “get over it” exactly, but begin to heal a little bit and stop moping about. I would recommend the book if you’re going through a similar situation and need a little help in dealing with it.
The week of his passing was horrible to say the least. Not only did I lose him, but my Mother-in-law lost a dear friend, my brother-in-law’s dogs were bitten by a snake and had to have emergency treatment, and a close friend of mine was left by her husband. I figure the stars were really out of whack that week.
I have been trying to keep busy and not “think” about things. I’ve done a lot of crying. But I’ve also had to keep up with my usual responsibilities and go to work, make things for the design team and help my Mum with packing and sorting out the house (we finally found her a new house – yay!). While my creative brain was not working to full capacity, I struggled to make anything awe-inspiring for the shop as part of my design team responsibilities. The pack I was given included the Melissa Frances Christmas range and I thought I would be able to make a few things easily. But with deceased guinea pigs on the brain and a painful neck brought on by stress, I only managed a few cards. I’m hoping inspiration will strike me before I have to hand in my finished items but it’s not looking good …. Here’s what I have made so far:
Nothing amazing but at least it’s something. I really struggled with that red and white striped chevron paper – it made me go cross-eyed just looking at it.
Today I had to go into the city and buy hubby some birthday presents. He’s into all the dungeons and dragons/board game/role playing stuff. He doesn’t dress up like a wizard or anything but he does have regular “games days” with some friends. So I had to venture into unfamiliar terrain today – ie comic book stores and a fantasy/sci fi gaming store. Luckily he had given me a list so I knew what to look for. Otherwise I may have bought him, well, God knows what, really
Whilst in town I window shopped in all the stores, looking at all the lovely Christmas decorations and supplies. I hate that they do it so early (this stuff has been up since October – ugh!) but still, I like to look. And dream that one day I will have a proper house with a proper Christmas tree and lots of lovely things to put on it. I do balk at some of the prices of things though. I tend to walk around thinking “Pfft! I could make that for less!” which is probably true but the end result would most likely look pretty crappy and would cost me more in time and hair-pulling as I tried to figure out how to actually make things myself. Myers always has a beautiful display of decorations and trims. I took photos of a few things:
Love these dress forms. Actually, I love anything related to dress forms. I have a papier mache one at home waiting to be decorated. Might have to try…
This table centrepiece was gorgeous (with a price tag to match) but you could make it with a bit of patience and a stack of little mirrors!
Really liked these wooden pears and apples. So rustic and shabby!
This little guy made me smile. He looks so cosy in his wooly scarf.
A cute and simple idea for a different kind of Advent calendar. Even I could probably manage this one.
These button picks were really nice. They also had button garlands which would look great strung around a festive room. I think I just like anything with buttons…
These wooden and felt layered decorations would be easy enough to replicate at home. Might have to rummage around in my fabric drawer for some felt scraps…
I liked these simple cone Christmas trees but didn’t like their price. I like the folksy details and simplicity. Another one I might have to try.
So lots to look at and distract me from sadness today. I can’t believe Christmas is already almost upon us and I am not even remotely organised this year. Better stop window shopping and do some actual shopping soon…gee, what a shame! Are you ready for the festive season (if you celebrate it)? Do you have an favourite traditions or decorations that you have to have every year? Let me know!